:just read your email,i know how it is/i am on lobats and oxycon every day and they dont stop the pain but it is better than it was 2yrs ago,i still hurt every day every min. thank the good lord my children are 26 and 31. i was sick far yrs before they told me what i had.took almost 2 yrs to get my disability and it is what i would make in one week and they think it last a mn. dont give up.till today i have been in bed from xmas after noon.so i know where you are coming from.i think about being addicted to the meds but i dont know if i could stand it without them.couldnt do xmas shopping,my legs will not hold up.people say dont let fibro get you down are let it take over life, but they dont have it. you cant stop it.i have tryed. this message isnot helping your blues/

: Didability denied me. So much paper work. Telling the same story over and over.Now I read somewhere that the disability people are not so much concerned about the PAIN but more so on how far you can walk and how long you can stand. The pain ALONE is not an acceptable disability. Well you know what I can no longer walk as far or stand. I refuse to! I push myself until I am suffering and I can take a lot of pain! I'm done.

: Anyone walking on the same trail as me. Please e-mail me. Deanna pinksapphirea@aol.com