FibroDoc's Forum New Message: Message 249: CAR-ACCIDENT/FALLS/EB AND MORE
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Posted by JANE AMBROSE on 09/20/01 at 4:32 PM
Subject: CAR-ACCIDENT/FALLS/EB AND MORE
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I HAD EB VIRUS WHEN I WAS 30 THEN WHEN I AGED BROKE ANKEL FROM FALLING NEVER HEALED RITE SO NOW MY LEFT LEG SHOT. CAR ACCIDENT WHEN PREGNANT WITH SON, HE IS FINE. I'M A MESS GREAT GIFT BACK PROBLEMS SEVEREE 3 SPOTS OF BACK BULDING DICS LOWER, MIDDLE, NECK. THEN YRS LATE FIBRO BEFORE I TURNED 40 I TURNED INTO A 70YR OLD PERSON. I HAVE PAIN ALL DAY EVERYDAY, THE OUTSIDE I ALWAYS LOOK TIRED, BUT AGED. GAINED WEIGHT NOW TRYING BUT THE SCALE DOESNT MOVE. EVERYONE LOOKS AT PIC'S EACH YEAR AND SAYS I LOOK OLDER AND OLDER. MY SISTER ARE PRETTY I WAS TOLD I WAS THE HAPPY ONE AND NICER LOOKING, NOW I AM THE OVERWEIGHT OVERSTRESS PAPERWEIGHT WITH A BRAIN THAT'S TOTALLY A MAJOR FOG AS THEY CALL IT. BY ACCIDENT I WAS SO CONFUSED I CALLED IT A BRAIN FART TO MY DOCTOR HE LAUGHED, PEOPLE SAY I STILL HAVE SENSE HUMOR, BUT I WAS TRYING TO MAKE ANY ONE LAUGH. I DO HAVE TO JOKE OR I WILL CRACK UP LIKE HUMPTY DUMPTY I WONDER IF HE HAD FIBRO. I MEET PEOPLE OR TALK TO PEOPLE WITH EB/FIBRO/FUN IN THE SUN DAILY PAINS, AND ACHES WE MAY LOOK DECENT ON OUTSIDE INSIDE IS A MESS. I WOULD LIKE MY ROLLAR COASTER TO GIVE ME A CHANCE WITH MY SON TO HAVE FUN. ONEDAY I TOOK MY SON WITH A NEIGHBOR TO A FAIR SMALL ONE, BECAUSE I NEED TO BE WATCHED, SO I DONT FALL OR LOCK OF MY BODY I HAD TO USE MY CANE PEOPLE LOOK BUT I DONT CARE, BUT I TRIED TO WIN MY SON BY THROWING A BASKET BALL JUST THROWING IT EASY RITE INFRONT, THE PEOPLE BEHIND ME LAUGHED I DIDNT CARE IT WENT STRAIGHT IN THE AIR. I LAUGHED I DIDNT DO SOMETHING LIKE THIS FOR YEARS, WELL GUESS WHAT I WON A SMALL PRIZE FOR MY SON. BUT I ALSO RECEIVED PAIN THROUGH OUT MY BODY. DOES IT PAY, IT SURE DOES IT WILL SLOW ME UP FOR A WHILE BUT I DONT CARE, I WANT MY LIFE BACK AND IF I COULD TAKE BABY STEPS I WILL JUST TO SEE MY SON LAUGH WITH ME. THE OLD PEOPLE SEE ME IN A HANDICAPP SPOT AND WALKING OUT WITH CANE WHEN THEY LOOK IN THE CAR THEY DONT SEE CANE AND MY LIMP. THE OLD PEOPLE GIVE ME DIRTY LOOKS, MY FRIENDS LOOK AT ME STRANGE. MY FAMILY TOO BUSY THERE OWN LIVE JUST MY OWN FAMILY HAS TO DEAL AND NOT FAIR. LIFE IS TO SHORT TAKE A STEP FALL GET UP TAKE A BABY STEP DONT STOP TRYING GOD BLESS AND BE WELL.JJJJJJJJJJ
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